Is it just me?

something doesn't feel right

i know something has changed

but i can't quite put my finger on it

is it for better or for worse?

i don't know

i seriously don't

I SPLURGED

and im BROKE!

but HAPPY! :D :D :D

Reality is harsh

it was such a happy atmosphere

u were at our house 

though it looks nothing like the current one but it was our house

u were not alone though

there were some strangers with u

i led u to the living room and got u seated

just when u were about to talk.....

i woke up

laying there dumbfounded

wondering if it was all only a dream

realizing that it was,

i forced myself to sleep again

hoping to have a continuation to it

but there's no continuation

in fact,i had no dreams at all

it got me thinking of the things that u would've said

all possibilities runs through my head

i can't help but miss u all over again

Evidence of how lifeless i am...

Last night, a flatmate asked me,
"Hey,what plan do u have for tomorrow?"
"Huh?! Tomorrow?! Why?!" *me thinking hard*
"Its Christmas eve!"
"Ohh..OHH! I....I forgot!"
T_____T

Anyway, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to each and everyone of u!!
May the new year brings lots of happiness to u!

and I bet your xmas and new year will be much better than mine!

The MAN is back!

Check out his latest video!
Heart.Beat.

No doubt he's making my heart beating fast. *swoon*



His album "Heart.Beat" will be out end of this month!!
I WANT I WANT I WANT!!
but i doubt i can get it here..



Can somebody get it for me?
As my xmas/newyear/cny/bday/valentine/whatsoever present?
pppllleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaassssssseeeeee!!
pretty pretty please!!



Ok. Fine.
I'll pay u guys back as long as u help me to buy.
haha..
Wait,im not joking.
This is serious.

p/s: I WANT MAYDAY's LATEST ALBUM TOO!! *hint hint*

pp/s: My bday is on 27th Jan which is only a month away! *hint hint hint*

Cookie will be off to....

SCOTLAND tomorrow!!

well, in a few hours to be exact.

my first time there and it has to be when they're at its coldest.

smart. 

just smart.

Online shopping is a devil in disguise!

Looking at my bank account shrinking when i didn't even step out of my room is definitely not fun at all!

Who the heck invented online shopping?

Who? WHO?

With just a few clicks and voila! your money's gone..
Its not easing people's lives. Its definitely harming them.
The biggest culprit of all is EBAY!
W-H-Y?



I got these polaroid films from a Japan seller.
Its not really cheap because of the postage fee. The postage is kinda expensive.
Its almost the same price as in Msia but at least it has designs on it.
Unlike those plain-white-boring-ones we had.




This is definitely a steal!
Its so damn cheap!!!!
The keyboard protector that i got in Msia cost around rm60/70 (i forgot) and its not the same as this.
I got this for only £3.87 which is like, rm20+!
The best thing is its free delivery! from HK!

The next item is 1 that i contemplated before buying it.

1. I just got a new 1 early this year
2. What if i kena conned?
3. I will definitely kena from my mum
4. Smth else but i kinda forgot

But in the end, i only need 1 simple reason to buy it.
I.Like.It.
Done.



Yes, Ms Wendy got a new phone again.
But, but....you can't deny that its nice right?
Its Motorola V8 luxury edition.
I saw it when it was out early this year and i thought of getting it after i got back from summer holiday.
Mana tau, when i got back, they are not selling it anymore.
Searched in Carphone Warehouse, Phones4u, etc etc but nothing.

I thought of giving it up u know, until 1 fateful day, Ms Wendy decided to just search for it in ebay and the next thing you know...................................
But i love it.
So i treat it as my x'mas pressie this year! (yea yea,whatever excuse for my impulsive shopping)

Ohya, I got a beanie hat from Topshop online 'cos im too lazy to go out.
Turns out its a Limited Edition Kate Moss Christmas Range so i doubt they have it in the stores.

Thats not all, I browse through NewLook's site last night and after a few clicks,its on its way to me now. T____T
I just can't help it!
They have really cheap and nice stuff from the sale category.
Tops from £20 to only £8!
Dresses from £35 to £15!
How to resist? How?

I don't know if it will fit but the return policy is real easy.
I just have to return it to any of the stores and will be refunded in full.
So, no harm done, right?

The worst thing is i'm going to Glasgow next week.
And Boxing Day is coming up.
And I'll be in London to shop.
And I, I, plan to buy IT.
And..and....................................

This time sure mati kao kao!

p/s: Rev, i am NOT spoilt ok! i know what u will say after reading this so i assure u first.

Its frustrating when...

...you don't know what you want in life

looking at people around me,i cant help but envy them at times

everyone seems to have things that they need to do

or at least knows what they want to do

for me,i just take things when they hits me

i don't have my future mapped out

i don't even know what i wanted to do once i graduate

people has been asking

"whats your plan after you graduate?"

"i..i.....i don't know"

thats all i can stuttered

it makes me feel like im wasting my time

i don't wanna turn back one day and think that i've done nothing

i wanna be able to look back and think

"wow, i can't believe i did that"

or

"i finally did it"

i just wanna be worthy enough for myself

its not hard, is it?

Regrets

there are so many things that i should have done

but most importantly,

i should've told u how much i love u

its too late now

i can never ever tell u that anymore

it will all remain as regrets

how can u leave just like that?

its been 3months

i've been having that thought for 3 whole months

it hurts

it seriously hurts

and damn those tears

Because I am boring just like that

**UPDATED**

The plots of The Gem of Life are getting more and more INTERESTING!

I can't wait for the ending but...but...but........2 more months to go..-_-

*Spoiler*

Terrence (Moses Chan) and Constance (Gigi Lai) are finally together!!

I love watching them together in this series.

Moses is hot! *wink*

However, the name Constance has been nothing but reminding me of Mathematics!

I know its different. 

Math is constant but it sounded the same with an s.

Reminds me of the linear equation ~

y = mx + c 

where m and c are constants..=.="

I know, i know. How did i manage to think of that while watching tv?

Beats me. T_____T

****

By the way,i found this song in youtube last night.

Its the first time i heard this song and im hooked!

I like his voice and the melody..

The voice reminds me of Darren Hayes from Savage Garden..

May not be everyone's cup of tea but me likey!

There's actually 2 version for this song.

1 is the slower one above duet with a girl while the other 1,below, is a faster version.