All set for summer!

But i will have to go through the KILLER exams first.
Seriously, who the heck invented exams?

Anyway, i've been on a shopping spree recently, stocking up my summer clothes as a preparation for summer. *excited*

I am hunting for colourful tops nowadays.
I need some colours back in my life!!

There are only 2 colours in my wardrobe now - BLACK & GREY. 

And yes, it looks as dull as it sounds.

So its time to welcome some sunshine back into my life~~

Every shops look really nice with colours and flowers now.
I wish i can bring everything back but i have, ermmm, financial shortage, you know.
If i am working here, then its a different story.
But right now, i am earning RM and spending £!
That was a BIG difference.
How i wish i was one of those people who can go into a shop and just buy everything without looking at the price tags.
That MUST be nice. *dreaming*

I've been looking for a nice pair of pattern leggings since its like the in-thing now.
Bought 1 from topshop the other day and decided to play with my wardrobe a little (but i only came up with 1 combination. O_o)

Still fail when it comes to fashion.

Maybe it was because i wasn't brave enough to try different styles OR it could just be my wardrobe limitations. 

That must be it! *self-consoling*



Ok, you can't see the colour here because i edited it.
But i can assure you that its a combination of bright colours - red,blue,yellow,etc!
I can't show you the original picture because it wasn't that nice since i took it in my room.
So hence, the colour editing.



Here's a pair of skinny jeans that i bought recently.
Love how skinny it was and how it made my legs look longer.

But the problem now is -

I. GAINED. WEIGHT!
So light-coloured pants made it look even more obvious.

Don't give me the bullshit like "you look the same"/"there was no difference"/"u look better now".
I seriously did gained.
Let me just tell you how much weight i gained.

Brace yourself.

Here goes.........

10KG!!!!!!!

not 1 or 2 or 3 but 10 ok!

I'll take a picture of the weighing machine (with me standing on it, of course. what if i weighed double my weight just like in the movie - SHUTTER? *choichoichoi*. If that really happened, it will be fats that had conquered my body instead of a ghost sitting on my shoulder. wtfwtf) when i move to my friend's place.
Then you will see that i am not lying.

It, seriously, is time to exercise those extra lbs away. *fingers crossed*

p/s: but i've found out that its impossible to lose weight in the UK. Matilah like that. *sigh*

My whole world came crashing down when....

....i received the news that my cookies can't make it afterall



I may have exaggerated but its true.
I felt sad when my mum told me about it.
My many days of happiness and anticipation turned into dust.
All because they say that we can't send food to the uk anymore starting from Jan.
What kinda law is that?
Why cannot?
Why? *sigh*

p/s: im well and healthy again. thanks for all the concerns and wishes. appreciated. :)

Regrets

there are so many things that i should have done

but most importantly,

i should've told u how much i love u

its too late now

i can never ever tell u that anymore

it will all remain as regrets

how can u leave just like that?

its been 3months

i've been having that thought for 3 whole months

it hurts

it seriously hurts

and damn those tears

I am nothing but a disappointment

Thats what my current msn nick is..

I am so disappointed with myself..
Always regret when its too late..
I should be ashame of myself..
Disappointing those who believes in me again and again..

I always tell myself i'll change my way..
But in the end, nothing is done..

This time..
I meant what i say..
I will change..
Its a promise i made to myself..
Watch me....

Gong Hei Fatt Choy

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! May you have a happy and prosperous new year!!!
And not to forget, may you guys get lots and lots of ANG PAO and WIN alot!! I'm good, aren't I?? Wishing all of you this when in fact I'm feeling so freaking BORED here. Here langsung tak ada CNY feel at all. No CNY decos. No CNY songs (I can't believe that I actually miss it).

While you guys were planning your outings, I'm stuck here attending classes. Whatta CNY!!! I wanted to balik kampung (angpaos!) and visiting friends' house (angpaos!) too. Not to mention that I missed out all the good food. My grandma's CNY cookies are the BEST!! Then there's the gambling too. Aawww... I MISS CNY in PENANG!!!
Called my family yesterday after my class ended and guess what?? They are having steamboat then. Ishhh. My sis said that she'll take some photos and send it to me. Whatta sis.  Even my grandma teases me. Telling me that she cooked all my favourite food. At least she console me back by saying she'll cook for me again when I'm back. I miss my grandma~~  She always cook all my favourite food when I'm back to her place. Then there's my mum. Telling me HAPPILY that they are having steamboat and said that if I wanna join them, then just go back. I will if I can!! Then I won't feel so miserable here. Haiii...

Well, at least I have some decorations in my room. haha..My friends actually send me CNY card and decos. Ohya, and ANGPAOs with ONLY their wishes in. Where's the CASH, my dear?? Only you guys can think of excuses like "worry that the cash will be confiscated by KASTAM" and "getting caught for smuggling RM to overseas".  But thanks anyway. hehe..

As for now, let me drown myself in misery while you guys are having fun there.......