Its frustrating when...

...you don't know what you want in life

looking at people around me,i cant help but envy them at times

everyone seems to have things that they need to do

or at least knows what they want to do

for me,i just take things when they hits me

i don't have my future mapped out

i don't even know what i wanted to do once i graduate

people has been asking

"whats your plan after you graduate?"

"i..i.....i don't know"

thats all i can stuttered

it makes me feel like im wasting my time

i don't wanna turn back one day and think that i've done nothing

i wanna be able to look back and think

"wow, i can't believe i did that"

or

"i finally did it"

i just wanna be worthy enough for myself

its not hard, is it?

Regrets

there are so many things that i should have done

but most importantly,

i should've told u how much i love u

its too late now

i can never ever tell u that anymore

it will all remain as regrets

how can u leave just like that?

its been 3months

i've been having that thought for 3 whole months

it hurts

it seriously hurts

and damn those tears

Because I am boring just like that

**UPDATED**

The plots of The Gem of Life are getting more and more INTERESTING!

I can't wait for the ending but...but...but........2 more months to go..-_-

*Spoiler*

Terrence (Moses Chan) and Constance (Gigi Lai) are finally together!!

I love watching them together in this series.

Moses is hot! *wink*

However, the name Constance has been nothing but reminding me of Mathematics!

I know its different. 

Math is constant but it sounded the same with an s.

Reminds me of the linear equation ~

y = mx + c 

where m and c are constants..=.="

I know, i know. How did i manage to think of that while watching tv?

Beats me. T_____T

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By the way,i found this song in youtube last night.

Its the first time i heard this song and im hooked!

I like his voice and the melody..

The voice reminds me of Darren Hayes from Savage Garden..

May not be everyone's cup of tea but me likey!

There's actually 2 version for this song.

1 is the slower one above duet with a girl while the other 1,below, is a faster version.

White X'mas came early....

I forget to mention that it was snowing last weekend.

Not the light snow like last year but heavy snow.

It was snowing for the whole Saturday!

The next day when i opened my curtains, what greeted me was this.

Everything was covered in snow.

I am so happy!!

I finally get to see how its like to see the snow pilling up.

So i met Jme at the launderette to do our laundry then began our photo session.

Frosty the Snowman!

My footsteps!

It was filled with people making snowman, snowball fights, and sliding all over.

It felt like we were at some holiday destination instead of university. :)

The wonders of make-up

You know the saying "There's no ugly women in this world, just lazy women".

I so totally agree on that!

I actually started make-up kinda late and til now, i don't wear make-up everyday.

I just put it on when i feel like it or when im out partying which is very rare. *sigh*

Its not that i'm lazy to apply. Its just that i am too lazy to clean it at the end of the day.

Removing my contact lens is already a big task for me. T____T

But seriously, make-up can change/enhance your appearance ALOT! 

I don't have those expert techniques nor much experience in make-up but still....

Anway, i was kinda bored the other day and decided to just apply mascara on one side of the lashes.

So much difference with only mascara.

Its like my eyelashes are very long!

Btw,

I.HEART.MY.NEW.MASCARA!

Its Max Factor's False Lash Effect.

It really gave my eyelashes a false effect.

Volumize and lengthen it!

Love it love it love it!

Btw, did you guys notice the purpose of this post?

Yes??

Yup, its just to say that i love my new mascara! lol!