Sick

hey ppl..am back..
the trip was fun.. 8 days went by just like that..time really flies man..especially when you're having fun..
and just as i got back,im down with a fever..
im feeling better now btw..so don't worry..hehe..
will blog about my trip when i got all the pics so stay tune..

btw,Eve had finally blogged about our trip to Venice..hehe..if you guys are interested in reading it,just read it at her blog..luckily i waited for her to blog about it 'cause i can't write it so in detail like her as i forget many of it already..

It's Holiday!

In Nottingham now.
Will be off to Budapest tomorrow. 
Excited. Happy.

Alright, update when am back. Gotta go now.
Have things to go through still.
Take Care~~

In need of Moolah

Managed to control myself from over-spent last month.
Maybe its because of that, i can't restrain myself this month.
Its still lower than the amount I spent for the 1st few months here though. So its not so bad right? *self-consoling*
Talking about self-control. 
I failed. 
Big time.

Splurged on a gift for myself yesterday. No no. Its not as expensive as you think it is.

 
Guess what's in it..No prize if u got it right though..

Damn. Now i sounded like a snob. 
NOoooOoo.  I don't wanna be like that.So let's just stop here.

****

Im now browsing through the web searching for university to continue my master next year.
Finally found a few that im interested in. Gotta start applying before its too late.
I have to get out of here next year.
I don't care. 
But then if all the uni rejected me, i guess im stuck in this place. *sigh*
Have to try living in a big city. It may affect my studies though.
Master wehh.
The name itself sounds tough already. haha..

****

My mum called and told me that my agent (from education/studies' agency) kept calling my mum asking for my UK no. Saying that she wanna know how im doing here. Im like .
My mum felt weird so she didn't give her my no. and inform me about it. I felt something fishy too. 
I mean, she has my email add and she even emailed me asking the same question so why does she want my no. now?? Weird. Makes me wonder whether its really her.
I regretted going to that agency 'cause i don't think that its a good one. If my info somehow leaked to others, then i really doubt the trustworthiness of that company.

****

Counting down to go on holiday.
3 more days baybehh.
Can't wait.
Yeah~~

p/s: I know my blog has nothing but only words recently. Will try to upload some pics when am back from holiday 'aite....

Feelings

People always say that relationship is based on trust
It can't work without trust
Whether you are near or far away,
Its the most important thing to do
But the problem is
How many of us can actually do that?

Humans were born where we have no control of our feelings
We know that jealousy is not right
We should have faith in our other half
But things are always easier said than done
No matter how you deny it
Its in you

Its because we care about them
that the thought of losing them hurts
It scares us
Though we will heal after sometime
But one will always choose to keep things the way they are
Than to have to go through the pain

I guess humans are, afterall, selfish
No matter how perfect that one person is
There's a tiny part deep down inside you is selfish
Its undeniable
Because its the way we are....

To be continue??