Disappointment

you should know very well how important you are to me and yet you keep doing this again and again. are you trying to test our patient? we are at our limit. if you did it once or twice, its fine. but this is the, i don't even know. it happened so many times that i lost count. this also shows how many times that you disappoint me. us. i thought you'll come to your senses if i let you be. i thought one day you'll wake up. i hope. i believe. but now, you did it again. then i know, you can never wake up. 

you always think that we are trying to stop you. you know that we hate what you are doing. have you ever think of the reason why? its because we love you. which is why we wanna stop you from getting hurt. but do you think it this way? NO. i know you too well. you just think that we are trying to stop you for our own good not yours. you think that you are right and we were wrong. you rather believe him. him, who had betrayed you over and over again.

so i had decided. if you wish to continue to believe all those lies, i'll let you. if you wanna turn your back to everyone who cares, fine with me. if you want to continue to bear those pains, don't come crying to me anymore. 

i am now very disappointed in you. 
not angry. 
just. disappointed.